Today started off pretty good, then got really shitty really quick. After that, things picked up and were looking much better but of course that can’t last and I’m back to my same old shitty mood again. I’m fucking sick of being so upset all the time, this isn’t who I am and it needs to change.
Dealing with a lot of life changes all at once. I had a dream last night that all of my problems were solved (for now) and woke up feeling really peaceful. I couldn’t even remember what happened in the dream, or if it was even due to the dream, but then I remembered what happened and that it WAS just in my dream and now all my problems come flooding back to me :p